May 31, 2003

      God I am sick of this life, and I'm sick of living it. I wish I could just drop dead right now, I really don't care anymore if I'm alive and breathing or dead and cold. Life kind of sucked itself into an abyss today, and I feel like I'm already dead. My voice is hoarse from having a scream-off with my dad this morning at 8:00 AM. Life is a chore, a hard one at that, and I want to call it quits.

 

 

May 28, 2003

      Well, I didn't get into Annie, but that's OK. I'm considering doing the all district musical this summer, but I'm still thinking on that. Tomorrow's the pre-audition meeting for next year's show, Siege of Room 304. And tomorrow's the banquet. Holy Hannah, what a long week it's going to be. And, Friday is Orth's birthday! ::snicker snicker::

 

 

May 21, 2003

      Life is getting really uneventful. It's not even funny. There is nothing to do. I'm still trying to get used to going home after school. Tomorrow the cast list for Annie is going to be posted (I think) and I'm excited about that. I have this dumb english story thing to write for Sorensen, and man do I have no inspiration whatsoever. I know what to write, just not how I want to write it. And it's due by Friday. I hate deadlines. They make me feel restricted. Ugh. Once I finish it, I'll post it and let you all read it. Yay. The only thing I'm really excited for is the banquet, which is next week. I NEED CHILLS PICS! If you have them, get them to me this week. Please...and I will worship the ground you walk on. Forever and ever and ever....OK well on a less desperate note, Nate McKay and I are going to start a band (sorry Peter). Woot woot. I feel special.

 

 

May 20, 2003

     Choir concert tonight. Alienation. I do not feel good. Someone care to check my pulse?

 

 

May 16, 2003

      Sorry I haven't written in a while. Here's the low-down (as Zack would say) And just for everyone's clarification purposes: Yes, Jack and I are going out. Just so you all aren't confused anymore.

 

-We opened Radio Daze on May 8. The show went smoothly with the exception of a few missed lines, slamming doors, and dropped props; otherwise it was all good. Then we cleaned up and went home and slept.

 

-May 9 was pajama day (or casual day as Orth calls it) and we kept on advertising for the show. 2nd night had the best audience ever. The show went good except for some butchered lines and wacky costume changes (yes, myself) and missed entrances. Orth schpeeled us out during intermission. Then the show went better afterwards.

 

-Closing night was hard. We all cried in Circle and spent an hour and a half wailing and hugging and crying and being sappy. Closing night was the best performance yet! But the audience was horrible; they had no sense of humor. Then we took down our set, cried some more, went to Perkins for pie and all that jazz, and then we dispersed and went our seperate ways. I got to usher at Sweeney with Chris and Peter and Carly and Adam and Malley, so that was wicked fun. I needed one more drama thing to occupy my warped and depressed mood. Then I went home and slept and such.

 

-Sunday was when reality kicked my stomach, and I was mopey and depressed all morning, but then Jack came over in the afternoon and offered to be a distraction. Then I got bitched out by my dad (the nazi superhero) and then my mom came and got me and Nima, and then we took Jack home. For Mother's Day, I bought my mom Taco Bell. Hehehe. Yes, the dinner of a lifetime.  

 

-Next Thursday is the banquet. I am very excited about that. I'm offering most of the entertainment, but some of it's a surprise! *cough* School is almost over, thank god.

 

-Next week is the choir concert, and James stole my rapping sequence in Joyful Joyful. DAMN THAT CHILD! I'll kill him before he has the chance to out-rap me! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

 

 

May 6, 2003

      Yes, it's May now. The weather better start getting warm soon or else. Well, this week will be just swell: Radio Daze opens on Thursday the 8. Today we had our last dress rehearsal, and it was good. Normally, when I think of Radio Daze rehearsals, I want to roll my eyes, but today was a good dress rehearsal. Tomorrow is our free day, and I'll be able to come home and relax. I guess that's all I've got for now.