Is it Monday or Tuesday? My sense of time is totally out of whack right now. I cannot think. My brain is numb and frozen. Like, my head literally feels COLD. Meh. *shrugs and eats cookie dough* I feel sick, I've eaten too much today....Actually I just ate too much cookie dough. Merrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. To completely change subjects, I think I am going to grow my hair out again. Not too long, just underneath my ears and get it just really choppy and messy and such. I admit I will miss my short hair, but if I get annoyed with longer hair, I can just get it cut again. I can go from one radical change another, huh? Yeah that's me. Woot fricken woot.

 

 

November 17, 2003

      Fshwaaa, Charlie auditions are in one week. I think I am going to try out for Sally. :-D Wooohooo. So, anyways. I feel quite odd; happy and sad at the same time and just all smiles today. I don't know why. I think my stomach's shrunken. It hurts really bad after I eat a lot of food, mainly after dinner and stuff. :-/ Like all I ate today was toast, my water, tea in the morning, random chips I stole from people during lunch, Carly's sandwich, and some chocolate when I came home. Blaaaaaaaah. Oh well. I am alive and that is fine.

 

 

November 12, 2003

      It's been a while. Sorry about that. Anyways, 3 anniversaries this month. Let's go in chronological order:

 

November 1st: Spit's been up and running for a year now. Huzzah

November 7th: Travis. :'( Actually it wasn't as morose as I thought, but still sad

November 9th: My and Jack's 7 month anniversary. Aaaaaaaw :-) I love him

 

Charlie Brown auditions are on the 24th. That's in 12 days. I'm ever so excited, but nervous because it's such a small cast. Meh. I've got next year to try. Besides, Orth has his one-act, and that's my fallback point. I'm so prepared, I should get a medal.

 

I'm feeling cynical, can you tell?